I live....Now

I live a life of an innocent child,
I live a life of a girl's smile,
I live a life where I see pain,
I live a life in the devil's domain,
I live a life to hear the cries,
I live a life to silence my self.

I live a life where I see people give up love,
I live a life seeing misery to its most,
I live a life, to be fortunate enough,
I live a life of security and hope!

I lived in wonder of what pain might be,
I now live to see it sweep.

I lived in wonder of how love might feel,
I live a life so full of it!

I lived in dreams of land with golden sands;
I live my life here in space so closed,
I live where i can smell the hell stink.

I live in constant wonder of how to speak,
I now live with my speech so clean.
I lived in anticipation of hope,
I lived in fear of loss...
I lived in silence but now I speak!

luv mayb defined. it may feel completely different to every other person.....may mean the same to u n me, after all it is love.. a feeling that unites

How did i fall in love?
It could have been a passing phase i thought,
but you see, it turned out to be love!

I never thought how it could feel,
but you see, it seems so pure and sweet.
How you make me smile is but a mystery,
how my dreams fill up is but a wonder!!

I wouldn't have known if you never came,
that after darkness I could see light,
that after a drought may feelings were still alive.

I'd forgotten how the pelting rain felt when it touched me,
I'd forgotten the romance of twilight,
I couldn't remember the sounds of music that my heart once sung!

I never could dream or wonder who it would be,
but you see it turned out to be you!
I ain't so perfect to judge it all,
but I know for sure that you are the one I want!
Its just you who made a dream come true....
And all I can say is,
"I love you!"

I sit in silence, I sit here to reflect, to reflect my own limitations.
I sit in silence, just to recall the calls of brutal men who,
once or more attempt to shame our fame.
I sit in silence in this secluded corner to think of the women who,
subdue their wiil against a power.
I sit to reflect how the world could change if I take a step,
I sit in silence and drop a tear at the forgotten fears.
I sit in silence to understand the gravity of life, to cherish the moments of smiles.
I sit in silence to pray, to make the human values visible to naked eyes.

How I sit here, in sheer luxury of happiness and protection while there are millions under the sneering villains?
I ask myself how we peer glances at the people pain and how we have the stomach to turn a blind eye and walk away?

I sit in silence, I sit here not only to reflect my own limitations
but also the spread of my wings.

In wonder....i wonder

In wonder of who you are
Ican walk miles.
I see the darkness behind the twilight,
a few questions in my mind.

In sweet memories, I cherish their smiles.
In constant wonder, I believe his eyes.
I know not how I choose or what I do
but I always land up on the same flight.

In wonder of who you could be, I wandered into a maze.
I saw fine pines, I saw wicked eyes.
I saw the moonlight falling on thyme... I wonder if they would smile?

The church gates were flung open,
so were the closets on the sides
I wonder if I could shut them and
enter the peaceful slumber.

I wonder what the woods avail,
I wonder how they sail,
I dream of the galaxy,
I drift to poverty.... I wonder if it would all prevail?

When I wonderI enter into the slumber... and the noises fade.
I wonder.... Its just something I wonder.