m not what i thought i was..... but i will survive!

I always thought i was Confident.... honest...... peppy.... loyal.... jovial...... awesome, adventurous, gutsy.... jovial.... helpful, kind, hardworking.... imaginative..... mysterious, charming.... reliable.. flexible, warm..... n special.....
But i am, not a perfect girl.. m clumsy, i drop things around....forget to put the geyser off..... mess up situations..... land on rock bottoms..... expect a lot n don't sore up to their expectations...... ppl misunderstand me n i cant correct them..... i sometimes fight n then nothing goes right... i know d right way but i still turn back..... i have a broken heart...broken dreams... m lost, confused, beaten, unhappy..... yet i am sure i will survive.....
Yes, all of these at this age.... they may think m too small to have experienced all this...... why are they harsh with me? dont be harsh with me..... why dont they realise that they went through the same phase? why do they judge? why are they not compassionate? why cant i see the love i know is there? however i maybe, whatever i may do but im truthful n sensitive.... i will fight..... n conquer with love..
Yes, m sure i will survive...... will be happy n confident!