I always thought i was Confident.... honest...... peppy.... loyal.... jovial...... awesome, adventurous, gutsy.... jovial.... helpful, kind, hardworking.... imaginative..... mysterious, charming.... reliable.. flexible, warm..... n special.....
But i am, not a perfect girl.. m clumsy, i drop things around....forget to put the geyser off..... mess up situations..... land on rock bottoms..... expect a lot n don't sore up to their expectations...... ppl misunderstand me n i cant correct them..... i sometimes fight n then nothing goes right... i know d right way but i still turn back..... i have a broken heart...broken dreams... m lost, confused, beaten, unhappy..... yet i am sure i will survive.....
Yes, all of these at this age.... they may think m too small to have experienced all this...... why are they harsh with me? dont be harsh with me..... why dont they realise that they went through the same phase? why do they judge? why are they not compassionate? why cant i see the love i know is there? however i maybe, whatever i may do but im truthful n sensitive.... i will fight..... n conquer with love..
Yes, m sure i will survive...... will be happy n confident!
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Hi Sneha,
How are u doing.It made an interesting read to go through your profile on orkut and then your blog. You are right about observation you have made in your post. You know what we all go through these feelings. Those who are sensitive feel the pinch while others lie to themselves and get away with these feelings. But that doesn't change the truth. It stays in side us and around us. These few lines written by you are mirror to my feelings. Life is a movement from imperfection to perfection. We want to find infinity knowingly or unknowingly. We want love. Thats the essence of human life. There starts the spiritual aspect of life. So lets see the bigger picture and try to overlook cause and effect. Keep smiling. God bless you.
Will love to see you around.
Keep happy , stay beautiful and love thyself.
Kamal
dear kamal,
it felt very nice to have heard from you.... thank you very much.. :-)
at a number of steps in my life i remind myself that there are beautiful souls in the world...n ppl like you assure me..
thank u... n what u wrote is absolutely true...
hope u read my msg...
smiles....
hi sneh .. perfection!!! thank god we are all not that.. i am happy to be imperfect..:) Love will shine through always ...
hmmm..."perfection"! could someone really define "perfect", the explanation would more often than not differ from person to person, now to me that itself sounds so imperfect :)
no one is, can be & probably shouldn't bother to try to be... coz there probably isn't a state called "perfection"...
just be humane & perhaps most important above all, honest to oneself;
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